Margaret, just read your post.  i truly am soo sorry! :'( just reading about that makes me just wanna cry too... Please never be afraid to call at anytime, anyplace, anywhere. i really wanna help you out luv. i cant even imagine what that must be like. pardon my language if you take offense but it sounds like hell. i know this sound cheesy but this is my fav scripture and its helped me when i feel down or need help.(Psalms  23) i'm not gonna ask you to change your attitude or try harder cause i know you and that you've tried to make it work out and you've tried hard.  but please if there is anyway possible i can ease this burden please let me know and i'll share it with you and lighten the load. it hurts to see you sad. and almost kills me knowing that you feel like that... please call asap! or tell me when you can and i'll call you. just know you always have someone here that loves you. really luv i want to help.. please just let me know how i can.

hope to hear your beautiful voice soon.

yours forever and always,

Tyler

p.s. i love YOU

Margaret, thank you, thank you for everything. I really cannot even begin to explain the way I feel about you.. You are the only one I probably will ever truly love. Hahaha I know that sounds dumb but its true. I love you and always will, no matter what happens ever. I know I've done some dumb stuff and somehow in your perfect, loving heart you forgave me. I'm theeeeeeeeee absolute luckiest guy in the world to have even met you and been your friend. I really miss you and love you soo much! Thank you for being my perfect, beautiful angel.

Yours forever and always, Tyler
<3

hmmm... rugby: love it

school: ... eww.

Margaret: still <3

...

standing in the rain
soaking up the pain
waiting for you
is all i can look forward to

i'm dying inside
so clean on the outside
can't wait for it to be over

i wish that i could fly
men were always meant to die
maybe i'll make invincible
and become a crucible

Fire keeps me burning inside
the only thing left in me thats alive

but now i'm still standing in the rain
soaking up the pain
waiting for you
is all i can look forward to

hmmmmmmmm.... well lots of time to spare since my dad took everything away such as sports, friends, jeep, phone, and leaving house. isn't that just soo fair? well i've got two career choices... beach bum or doctor. haha

well i'm finally getting used to actually finding my blog so maybe i'll use it more... but probably not :P anyways going to hang out with a united rugby guy tomorrow hopefully he doesn't eat me hahaha anyways miss this incredible angel that i met last year and really wanna see her soon. she's quite perfect in every sort of way and has helped me with everything imaginable, even when i do stupid things she's listened to me. i love this perfect angel to death!!!

this ones a little better i guess...

this is ewwwww but i guess its of me. if you wanna different one i'll get one for ya :))

hmmmmmm....

well idk what to even write... but this past break was amazing!! especially the last few days:))) some one special came out. haha but anyways greatest few days of my life and i wish i could live them again... well this is probably only you reading this Margaret but anyways you know i'm talkin about you and yours amazingness ;) haha LOVE you to death girl!!!